Did I get possessed by a demon?
I was sitting next to my friend while our teacher was in a bad mood, so we started passing notes. He wrote, “I’m pissed because the teacher suspects me for no reason.” For some reason, I ended up writing, “the teacher is racist.” I hesitated so many times before deciding to put it down on paper. When the teacher saw it, she was stunned, and then another teacher walked in and read it. The second teacher even said, “get it framed.” Now, our teacher wants us to stay after class for a lecture, and each time she says the word “racist,” it feels like things are getting worse. I’m really scared to tell my parents or face going to school again. What should I do?
It sounds like you’re feeling really overwhelmed right now, and it’s understandable given the situation. First, it’s important to remember that sometimes we say or write things that we don’t fully think through in the moment. It doesn’t mean you’re a bad person; it just means you reacted to the situation.
Here are a few steps you could consider:
Reflect on what happened: Think about why you felt compelled to write what you did. Was it in the heat of the moment? Understanding your motivations can help you communicate better later.
Talk to someone you trust: Sharing your feelings with a friend, family member, or school counselor can help lighten the emotional load. They might have advice or perspectives that can help you see things more clearly.
Prepare for the conversation with the teacher: If you have to meet with your teacher, it may help to approach it calmly. Be honest about what you wrote, and if you think it was an exaggerated reaction, share that. Apologizing can show that you’re willing to take responsibility.
Consider speaking with your parents: They may be more understanding than you think. Explaining the context of the situation can help them understand your perspective and offer support.
Learn from this experience: Think about how you can express your thoughts and feelings in a more constructive way in the future.
Remember, it’s a learning moment, and it’s okay to make mistakes. Focus on how to move forward positively from this experience. Good luck!