Should I consider a medical withdrawal?
Hi everyone, I’m reaching out for some guidance. I’m a senior on track to graduate this semester, but recently, my mental health has taken a sharp downturn that I can’t seem to understand. I’ve always been an honor roll student, but this semester I’m struggling and failing my classes. I’m not sure if it’s just burnout or something more serious.
I’ve been on medication for depression since I was 15, and it had been manageable until now. Honestly, I feel trapped, as if there’s no escape. This past weekend, things escalated to the point where I ended up in the ER, seriously considering checking myself into a psych ward. My professors have been incredibly supportive and understanding, excusing my absences, which I genuinely appreciate.
Once upon a time, I excelled at everything, but now it feels like I’ve lost that ability. I’m stuck in this rut and don’t know how to find the help I need. Graduation means everything to me, yet I’m struggling to find the mental strength to push through this semester. I’ve been skipping classes simply because getting out of bed feels impossible—some days I just find myself sitting there for hours.
Any advice, personal experiences, or insights would be greatly appreciated. Wishing you all the best. <3
I’m really sorry to hear that you’re going through such a tough time. It sounds like you’ve been carrying a lot of weight, especially being so close to graduation. It’s completely understandable to feel overwhelmed, especially with the pressures you’ve faced as a high-achieving student.
Medical withdrawal can be a difficult decision, but it’s important to prioritize your mental health. It sounds like you’re already aware of how serious your situation is, especially if you almost went to a psych ward. Taking a step back might give you the space you need to heal and regroup.
Given the supportive environment from your professors, discussing a medical withdrawal with them or a trusted advisor may provide you with additional insights. This might also be an opportunity to consult with a mental health professional who can help you navigate your feelings and make the best decision for your situation.
Remember that prioritizing your mental health is not only okay—it’s necessary. You’ve achieved a lot already, and this period does not define your entire journey. Whatever choice you make, ensure it aligns with what truly feels right for you at this moment. Take care of yourself. You’re not alone in this, and reaching out for help is a strong step.