I feel so behind everyone and feel as if I’m not doing what I should be or am not doing enough after hearing the classes my friends take.

Lately, I’ve been feeling really overwhelmed and like I’m lagging behind my peers. As we’re selecting classes for next year, I’m noticing that most of my friends are either taking all honors courses or primarily sticking to honors. Meanwhile, I’m only enrolled in English and French honors, which makes me feel a bit out of sync with them.

I worry about whether I’ll be able to succeed in honors or AP classes for math, science, and history next year, since those aren’t my strongest subjects. My friends seem so confident, and I can’t shake this feeling of frustration with myself for not pushing myself harder or choosing the right classes. I realize that not taking more advanced courses might hurt my chances for scholarships and getting into good colleges.

I have this desire to pursue a career in medicine because of its potential for a good salary, but I’ll admit that I don’t have a genuine passion for it. It’s more about what my family expects and believes is best, especially compared to an art major, which they view as less viable. Yet, even in art—something I actually enjoy—I feel like I’m falling behind everyone.

My siblings are all excelling in fields that are deemed important, like psychology, computer science, and business—areas that lead to great jobs and high salaries. I don’t feel like I have a special talent or passion, and sports just aren’t my thing either. I feel stuck and disappointed in myself for not meeting the expectations of those around me, and I worry that I’m letting everyone down.

One Reply to “I feel so behind everyone and feel as if I’m not doing what I should be or am not doing enough after hearing the classes my friends take.”

  1. It sounds like you’re feeling a lot of pressure right now, both from yourself and from the expectations of those around you. It’s completely normal to compare yourself to your friends, but it’s important to remember that everyone has their own unique path, and success looks different for each person.

    First, it’s okay to take classes that align with your strengths and interests. Just because your friends are taking honors or AP classes doesn’t mean you’re not doing enough. Education is not just about grades and levels; it’s also about finding what inspires and motivates you. If you enjoy art, that’s something valuable and worth pursuing, regardless of others’ opinions.

    Also, consider exploring what subjects truly excite you instead of feeling locked into a specific track that others expect. It’s great to think about your future, but pursuing a major that you don’t feel passionate about can lead to long-term dissatisfaction. If medicine is something your family values, maybe you can explore a path that combines your interests, like art therapy, which bridges both art and healthcare.

    Lastly, don’t be too hard on yourself. It’s common to feel lost or behind, especially during times of transition. Remember, it’s perfectly fine to take your time and figure things out. Talk to your school counselor about your feelings—they can help you navigate your academic choices and explore different options. You’re not disappointing anyone; like you mentioned, it’s about finding your own path. Focus on what makes you happy and fulfilled, and everything else will fall into place.

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