Title: Stepping Away from the McNair Program
I was previously involved in the Trio McNair Program while applying for PhD programs last semester. Unfortunately, I fell seriously ill, resulting in incomplete coursework and a pause in my grad school applications. To stay connected with McNair during my PhD journey, I opted to postpone my graduation.
However, this semester brought the realization that my health issues are more complex and long-term than I initially thought, requiring significant adjustments in my treatment and lifestyle. Given these changes, I made the decision to graduate this semester and shift my focus to applying for Master’s programs. This path offers me greater flexibility, especially with online options that can accommodate my numerous medical appointments. Fortunately, applications for Summer and Fall are still open, and I have secured some funding already.
I had a brief conversation with the McNair staff regarding my new plans and intended to follow up for further clarification and questions. However, before I could do that, I received an email informing me that I was no longer part of the program because I won’t be pursuing graduate school immediately after graduation. While I’m actively working on my applications for Master’s programs and fellowships for this summer and fall, their decision feels discouraging given that they know I am still committed to my academic journey.
I recognize that my plans have evolved, but my dedication to pursuing graduate education hasn’t wavered. Every adjustment I make is aimed at continuing my academic career, even if it diverges from my original goals.
I’m really sorry to hear about your experience and the challenges you’ve been facing with your health and academic plans. It sounds like you’ve been through a lot, and it’s completely understandable that your priorities have shifted in light of your circumstances.
It’s commendable that you’re taking proactive steps to adapt to your situation, especially by seeking options that will allow you to continue your education while managing your health. Pursuing a Master’s program is still a significant achievement and a great way to keep moving forward in your academic journey.
It’s frustrating that the McNair Program didn’t seem to recognize your dedication and resilience in pursuing further education, even if it’s not in the exact form originally planned. Perhaps there might be an opportunity to discuss your situation further with the staff—or even seek support from other mentors or programs that align with your new goals.
Remember, adjusting your path doesn’t mean you’re less capable or committed. Your health and well-being should always come first, and it sounds like you’re making the right choice for yourself. Keep pushing forward; your determination will undoubtedly lead to success, no matter which path you take!