I’m currently putting in minimal effort towards my degree as a non-traditional student. At 28, I’ve been taking classes part-time on and off since I was 21, often dropping out and taking breaks. After working various office jobs, it became clear that advancing my career without a college degree would be challenging. Thankfully, I’ll be able to attend school full-time for the next year and a half to finish my undergraduate degree in a humanities field.
However, I’m struggling to engage with my coursework. I hardly do the readings, and while my major is somewhat interesting, it doesn’t ignite any passion in me. I’ve been able to find answers to at-home quizzes easily, and my grades reflect that. I sometimes feel guilty when I see clubs and professional groups on campus, thinking I should get involved. Yet, I can’t shake the feeling that I’m not truly learning anything—I’ve been pretty disengaged in my core major classes since transferring this semester after earning an associate’s in a different field.
I know some might say I’m wasting my money, but my primary goal is to earn my degree. Right now, I’m feeling too indifferent and down to engage more actively. Ultimately, I just want to get my diploma and rejoin the workforce.
Does anyone else feel this way?
It sounds like you’re going through a challenging period, and it’s completely understandable to feel disillusioned about your studies, especially given your non-traditional path. Many students, especially those who return to school later, grapple with similar feelings about engagement and purpose.
It’s great that you have the opportunity to attend school full-time, and while it’s understandable to feel disconnected from your coursework, remember that you’re not alone in feeling this way. Some students find themselves in programs they’re not passionate about, and it can feel daunting to cultivate that passion when you’re just trying to get through.
It’s worth considering what you want to eventually do with the degree you’re pursuing. Are there aspects of the humanities that excite you, even if they’re not front and center in your classes? Or could you explore ways to connect with the content that resonate more personally? Engaging with your professors, even if just for advice, could also lead to unexpected insights or opportunities.
As for the clubs and professional groups, getting involved can sometimes be a great way to find a sense of purpose or community, even if it feels like a stretch right now. You might stumble upon interests or passions you didn’t know you had.
Lastly, it’s okay to acknowledge that you need to prioritize your mental health and well-being, and seeking support—be it from friends, family, or campus resources—can make a world of difference. If possible, you might consider reaching out to a counselor or mentor who could help you navigate these feelings. Remember, it’s your journey, and it’s okay to take it one step at a time.