Feeling out of place within my group

Feeling Out of Place in My Friend Group

I’m currently navigating high school and find myself in a large friendship circle. Even though I have plenty of people to talk to, I can’t shake the feeling of not being truly close to anyone. I often dread one-on-one conversations, worrying that I won’t be as funny or engaging as others, or that I don’t laugh as loudly. In class, I’m constantly anxious about sitting in the middle of a row; I fear that I’ll block conversations for someone sitting on the other side, and it really bothers me that I might not be including everyone equally. Because of that, I usually gravitate towards the end of the rows.

I just feel so out of place in my group. It’s not that I’m being excluded, but I find it hard to take the initiative to start or drive conversations. I worry that my hesitance will push me out of the group—something I really don’t want. At the same time, I’m scared that I’m not funny or interesting enough to hold someone’s attention and make our conversations enjoyable.

One Reply to “Feeling out of place within my group”

  1. It sounds like you’re going through a really tough time, and it’s completely normal to feel out of place, especially in high school where social dynamics can be so intense. First, remember that many people feel similar pressures in group settings, and it doesn’t mean you aren’t valuable to your friendship circle.

    It’s okay to not be the funniest or most entertaining person all the time. Each person brings something unique to a conversation, and being a good listener can be just as important as sharing funny stories. Try to focus on being yourself and expressing your genuine thoughts and feelings, rather than comparing yourself to others.

    If one-on-one conversations are daunting, you might find it helpful to prepare a few topics or questions in advance that you feel comfortable discussing. This could ease some of the pressure you feel to be entertaining.

    Also, it might help to talk to someone you trust about your feelings—whether that’s a friend, a family member, or a counselor. Sometimes just sharing your worries can lighten the load and give you a fresh perspective. Remember that friendships often develop over time, and it’s okay to take small steps in building closer connections. You’re not alone in this, and many people appreciate authenticity over performance. Keep being you!

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