All of my good friends are going to amazing 4 year colleges, while i’m going to a local community college because none of the Colleges that I applied too didn’t accept me, the only hope i have is this one 4 year who put me on a waitlist, but i’m not sure if there going to accept me by june, and if i do end up going there ill lose my cc enrollment deposit.
I always really wanted to have that college experience, especially since the relationship with my family has gotten so bad, and I was so exited to finally be away from my family, especially my dad. But because i’m going to a school so close, he won’t let me even dorm there. I’m going to be 18
I’m planning to transfer out for computer engineering later in 2 years hopefully, but I just feel so left out. Lately this entire last 2 months of highschool have been everyone in my grade bragging and talking about their exiting college appertains, i just feel so sad knowing i wont be getting any of that.
I just want to believe im going to be okay, i know most people will say the “college experience wont be all of that” but i just wanted to expeirence some fun in my life, as my parents never let me go out often.
hppefully the money ill save be worth it, but im genuinely so gutted.