I’m losing hope because of Trump’s “Big Beautiful Bill”

Overcoming Uncertainty in Pursuit of Education and Future Opportunities

Navigating Life Challenges Amid Changing Legislation and Personal Goals

As a 20-year-old facing significant obstacles, I find myself at a crossroads in my educational and personal journey. Earlier this year, I made a bold move from Alabama to Texas, seeking stability after hardships that left me living out of my car. My initial plan was to secure employment and enroll in a local university, with aspirations of studying abroad or transferring to an international institution.

However, recent legislative changes, such as the proposed “Big Beautiful Bill,” have cast doubt on my financial prospects. Relying heavily on SNAP benefits, I now fear losing essential support just as I’m struggling to find consistent work. Without a stable income, the prospect of affording university tuition here in Texas feels increasingly out of reach, pushing me toward the brink of homelessness once more.

My educational background has presented its own hurdles. Growing up, my high school GPA was only 2.1 due to family circumstances that forcibly kept me out of school. I later enrolled in a community college, achieving a 3.6 GPA across two semesters. My ultimate goal was to leverage this academic record to transfer into a university, then perhaps pursue studying abroad—initially considering Germany, as I am most familiar with its education system.

Nonetheless, I’ve encountered complications: Germany and other countries often do not recognize community college credits, and I am uncertain if my GPA would hold weight there. The financial barriers, combined with uncertain recognition of my prior credits, weigh heavily on me as I contemplate my next steps.

With mounting pressure, I am increasingly considering alternative options such as vocational training or trade schools, which seem more immediately attainable. Yet, I am deeply committed to my original dream of a career in forensic science, which has driven me to stand firm despite these setbacks. The sense that everything is working against me leaves me feeling hopeless and lost.

I am also thinking about my sister and the future I want to help her achieve. My motivation to build a better life keeps me persevering, but the fears of not being able to succeed—either due to financial struggles, homelessness, or societal barriers—sometimes feel overwhelming.

To improve my prospects, I’ve even begun learning German, not necessarily because I intend to settle in Germany, but to expand my opportunities across Europe. Countries like the UK and the Netherlands also appeal to me as potential destinations for education and work.

Given all these uncertainties,

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