For some context, I’m 19 and already on academic probation. I graduated high school with around a 3.1-2 GPA (could’ve gotten a higher one if I wasn’t lazy) but I failed 2 classes before going to college in high school (one because of me, one not because of me) and immediately got placed on academic probation because of those 2 failures.
I was doing fine, some A’s and B’s here and there, about to get my associates but recently I completely bombed an accounting class and it’s been fucking me up mentally. No one in my family knows yet and probably won’t until graduation happens which has just made me even more stressed. I was already incredibly depressed going into college because of covid and a couple of other things around me but I started to push it down because to try and focus on college but it’s just made it a thousand times worse. Now this has happened and I’m genuinely about to have a panic attack. I’ve been trying to mentally process it and not have a panic attack. I’m not even sure what to do at this point and feel like just a massive failure