I don’t even know anymore, I was going to college for biomedical engineering but after my time here it’s just been a miserable expensive stressful waste of time. I’m tired of all the useless courses that mean nothing, I’m tired of all the shitty professors, I’m tired of all this useless workload, and I’m tired of all the “adults” that act like children. I think college has been probably one of the worst things for my mental health, I don’t think I’ve ever been this depressed, anxious, and pissed off before.
I think I’m just going to drop out join a trade, maybe electrician, lineman, or literally anything I can use my hands to work. I’d rather break my knees and be unable to walk in my 50s than deal with the heart attacks and depression from a sedentary job that a college degree is going to provide me. Wish I had went with that in the first place but no I fell for the myth of “college is a necessity” I don’t even care about the money anymore I just wanna be content for once.
I hope this is the right choice if not well I guess I wasn’t cut out for living in this world.