Navigating Uncertainty: A Young Woman’s Struggle Amid Policy Changes and Dreams of Higher Education
As a 20-year-old recent graduate and aspiring student, I’ve faced a series of daunting challenges that threaten to derail my future. Just this past May, I celebrated my milestone birthday amidst significant upheaval—I moved to Texas from Alabama after being asked to leave my previous living situation. Living out of my car, I initially hoped to find stability here by living with my ex-stepfather, but those plans haven’t panned out. I haven’t secured employment yet, despite persistent efforts, and being repeatedly rejected for even the most basic jobs has left me feeling discouraged.
My primary goal has always been to attend university in Texas, aiming to participate in a study abroad program or transfer to an international institution. I worked hard in community college, maintaining a GPA of 3.6 after two semesters, believing this would pave the way to higher education locally and abroad. However, recent legislative changes, specifically a bill associated with former President Trump’s policies, threaten my ability to afford a university education. Relying on SNAP benefits to meet basic needs, I now face the alarming prospect of homelessness once again.
My dream of studying overseas was rooted in the hope that my community college GPA would serve as a stepping stone to international universities. Countries like Germany, which I am somewhat familiar with, seem like viable options—yet there are obstacles. Germany, for instance, doesn’t recognize community college credits, and I’m unsure if my GPA will even be considered. Other nations might have similar constraints.
My high school academic record presents additional hurdles; with a GPA of 2.1, largely due to tumultuous circumstances at home that forced me out of school, I worry it diminishes my chances of admission anywhere, especially abroad. I thought I was past these setbacks, but the current situation feels overwhelming and potentially insurmountable.
If university isn’t financially feasible here, or if my benefits are cut, and I risk becoming homeless again, I consider alternative paths—perhaps dropping out of community college to pursue trade school, though this isn’t my preferred route. My passion is forensic science, and I’ve fought hard to follow this path. It feels as though every obstacle is working against me, making me question whether I can ever achieve the future I envision.
I’m deeply concerned about my sister’s prospects as well. I want to create a better future for her, to set an example and pave an easier path. Yet, amidst