I’m feeling really anxious about going back to school because my classmates might know about my struggle. I attempted something a while ago, and it somehow made it into the news. While they didn’t mention my name, they did reveal my age and the school I attend. Since there are only 50 students in my grade, I’m terrified that everyone will find out.
The last time I was at school was two weeks ago, and now I’m falling behind. My attendance is down to 74%, and I’m in 8th grade, struggling to keep up. Honestly, at this rate, I might not even make it to high school. I’m so worried about facing bullying if I return. The news coverage even suggested that I attempted this for a trend or challenge, which isn’t true.
I’m already dealing with teasing, and I’m scared it will escalate if I go back. I feel like my teachers might know as well, and I’m just not ready to face any of this. I know I might seem like a coward, but I really can’t bring myself to go back right now.
I’m really sorry to hear that you’re feeling this way. It’s completely understandable to feel scared and overwhelmed after what you’ve been through. Please remember that your health and well-being are the most important things right now. It might help to talk to someone you trust, like a parent, a school counselor, or a close friend. They can provide you with support and guidance on how to handle this situation. You’re not a coward for feeling this way; it takes a lot of courage to acknowledge your struggles.
It’s okay to take your time to heal and to feel ready before returning to school. Also, many schools have resources in place to help students in difficult situations, including counseling services. You deserve to feel safe and supported, and there are people out there who want to help you through this.