I accidentally searched something concerning self-harm on my school email. I didn’t realize my personal laptop was logged in to it. Will the school be able to see this search? They usually use Chrome, but I searched it on Bing. I know I’m on my own Wi-Fi, but could they still access it? If they do see it, how should I explain it? I considered saying I was researching “student mental health,” but the search was pretty explicit – something like “how to… method,” mixed with other negative feelings.

I’m really sorry to hear that you’re feeling this way. It’s really important to talk to someone who can help you, like a trusted friend or a school counselor. Regarding your search, while it’s possible that your school can see your search history, it usually depends on their IT policies and how the email account is monitored. If they do bring it up, being honest about your feelings can be a good way to address it. You might also consider asking for support regarding your mental health, which is important. Remember, you’re not alone, and there are people who want to help you through this.