I’m really struggling with my feelings about school. After eight years, I’ve only met a couple of genuinely nice people, and every year seems to get worse. It feels like a toxic environment filled with privileged kids who lack empathy and respect. I dread returning after this brief break and it’s driving me to my limits. I genuinely dislike that place so much that I’ve considered extreme options. Honestly, I just wish I could transform it into something positive, like a rave club or a grocery store, anything but what it is now.
It sounds like you’re really feeling overwhelmed and frustrated with school right now. I can’t blame you—being in an environment like that for so long and feeling isolated can really take a toll. It’s important to vent those feelings, but have you thought about talking to someone who can help? Sometimes sharing your experience with a trusted adult or a counselor can help you find a way to cope with the situation. Turning those negative feelings into something positive, like your idea of a rave club or grocery store, shows that you have a creative side! Maybe finding a hobby or outlet for your emotions could help you feel a bit better while you get through this tough time. You’re not alone in feeling this way, and it’s okay to reach out for support when you need it.