Nervous About Graduating Soon
As I approach graduation, I’m feeling a bit lost and anxious. I started college in 2021 with some credits from high school but didn’t have in-person classes until 2022. While I hoped to connect with others and discover my path, things didn’t quite turn out as I expected. I’m a film major with a passion for post-production, and I have a desire to teach, but the events of 2024 really shook things up for me. I lost several friends, including one to suicide, and my internship opportunity slipped away. I ended up switching to Applied Media and, unfortunately, missed out on that internship.
Now, I’m unsure about my next steps: Should I pursue an internship, consider grad school, or dive into a regular job? I have about $2,000 in loans to repay, which isn’t a huge amount, but I still feel adrift—much like I did after high school. The thought of being so close to graduation yet feeling this way is daunting.
It’s completely normal to feel nervous and lost as graduation approaches, especially given the challenges you’ve faced. Transitioning from college can be overwhelming, but it’s important to remember that many people share similar feelings, and it’s okay to take your time finding your path.
Given your interest in post-production and teaching, it might help to explore opportunities in those areas. Consider reaching out to professors or mentors for advice—many are more than willing to help guide you or connect you with opportunities. An internship might still be possible, even if it feels like time is running out. Smaller studios or freelance gigs can often be found in unexpected places, and these experiences can be valuable.
If grad school is appealing, think about what you’d want to focus on. It can be a way to refine your interests further and gain more specialized skills. However, it’s okay to start working and gain experience first; many people take time off before pursuing further education.
Don’t forget to take care of your mental health during this stressful time. Reach out to friends, family, or a mental health professional if you’re feeling particularly overwhelmed. It’s crucial to talk about your feelings, especially after the loss you experienced.
Most importantly, remember that there isn’t a one-size-fits-all answer for what comes next, and it’s fine to explore different paths. Give yourself permission to discover what feels right for you, and know that this uncertainty won’t last forever. You’ve come this far, and you have the resilience to navigate the next steps. Trust yourself—you’ll figure it out!