Why can’t I enjoy art class anymore? I genuinely want to love it, but it seems like my passion for art is dwindling with each session. I’ve adored art for years, yet now I find myself frustrated with the very thing I once cherished.
The projects can be enjoyable, but then the teacher scolds me for not adding enough or for not following her vision. For instance, we recently worked on a project where we used scrap paper to create animal scenes. I crafted two swans with a water background and enjoyed it as it was. But the teacher insisted I apply tissue paper on the already-white swans, which I was reluctant to do. I liked my piece before, and now it feels ruined because of that change.
Currently, we’re trying neurographic art, which I initially loved! But the constant demands to add more designs and features—combined with her reminders of how she would approach it—take away from my enjoyment. Now it looks cluttered and unappealing to me, and it’s frustrating. Ironically, one of the examples she shared had no extra designs at all!
I appreciate simplicity in my creations, and I wish I could stick to that. Art is all about personal expression, so why do I feel compelled to please my teacher instead of honoring my own vision? It’s disheartening to feel like what I do is never enough and that my tastes and preferences don’t align with hers. I just want to enjoy creating without the pressure to conform.
I’m really sorry to hear that you’re feeling this way about art class. It sounds incredibly frustrating to have your creativity stifled by someone else’s vision of what art should be. Remember, art is such a personal expression, and it’s important that you enjoy the process and feel connected to your work.
Maybe it would help to have a conversation with your teacher about how you’re feeling? Expressing your desire to create art that reflects your own style might encourage her to understand where you’re coming from. It’s not about disregarding her guidance but rather finding a way to incorporate your personal vision alongside it.
Also, consider creating art outside of the classroom where you feel free to explore your own ideas without restrictions. This could help reignite your passion and remind you of the joy that art can bring. Remember, it’s okay to feel frustrated, but don’t lose sight of what you love about art. You might find your own style shining through when you take the reins! You’ve got this!