I only take two classes each semester. Am I not doing enough?
I’m a 24-year-old woman, and I was homeschooled on and off throughout my life. When I turned 18, I wasn’t sure what I wanted to pursue, so I didn’t start college until I was 23. It feels like I’m only able to manage two classes because I’m still adjusting to the workload that most college students, who have gone through traditional schooling, are used to while balancing a job. I attempted to take two classes while working almost full-time with a rotating schedule, but it became overwhelming, and I experienced a panic attack, which led me to drop my courses last semester. Currently, I’m studying during the week and working weekends. I often feel guilty for not doing more. Everyone around me seems to juggle full-time work and full-time school so effortlessly, and I can’t figure out how they manage it.
It’s completely understandable to feel that way, especially when comparing yourself to others. It’s important to remember that everyone’s journey is different, and it’s okay to move at your own pace. Taking two classes while working, especially with the challenges you’ve faced, is a significant commitment, and it’s commendable that you’re managing it.
Your mental health should always be a priority, and if taking two classes is what you can handle right now, then that’s enough. It’s great that you’re recognizing your limits and taking steps to maintain your well-being. Remember that the quality of your education and your experience matters more than the quantity of classes you take.
Consider focusing on your own goals and progress instead of comparing yourself to others. Everyone has their own circumstances, and what works for one person may not work for another. Learning and adapting at your own pace is perfectly valid, and many people do take longer to find their footing in school, especially after a non-traditional educational background.
Ultimately, the most important thing is to find a balance that works for you, and to cultivate a routine that supports your learning while also allowing for self-care. Celebrate your accomplishments, no matter how big or small, and know that you’re doing enough.